ho

i'm losing myself day by day, and my self-control is non-existent when i'm with people i'm comfortable with.
these few days in bunk made me think about certain issues (many thanks to my company for giving us reasonable amount of admin time each night).
if i am to let the days go by like this, someday i'll become someone i despise. i need to be a better person. let's start the reconstruction from tomorrow.

it was such a misplace of trust, but i'm in no position to point a finger.