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after two years, i'm back to being a chinese bangala.
prelude to army days.

dumb

3secaFoCheng; says:
anyway right there was a recent US report that the medicine i was taking for acne may cause depression

3secaFoCheng; says:
mayb thats why i so emo back then la

3secaFoCheng; says:
see otherwise im happy and gay

3secaFoCheng; says:
lol

the end of everything, the start of another says:
F***LOL!!

the end of everything, the start of another says:
are you serious

the end of everything, the start of another says:
the medicine

the end of everything, the start of another says:
so bird's mum screwed you

the end of everything, the start of another says:
lol

3secaFoCheng; says:
its recent la just cos some stupid american cocks go and commit suicide or something

3secaFoCheng; says:
but birds mum say mostly its also because their face damn bad then they depress adding to the medication side effects

3secaFoCheng; says:
lucky i still handsome

3secaFoCheng; says:
or else mayb i also commit suicide

3secaFoCheng; says:
touch wood sia

3secaFoCheng; says:
haha

the end of everything, the start of another says:
eh you....

the end of everything, the start of another says:
wtf

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seriously, i dont think i have any other words for this class. (okay i'm damn shag to really think hard, and most of the stuff are said already)

you guys are really important to me.

my friend

this post is fully dedicated to someone who is very important to me.
you'll be going in tmr, seriously i dont know wth is going to happen to bwg when you're gone.
i've known you for twelve years.

i really want to apologise to you, i havent been your friend from primary one up til sec one.
always bully you, suan you(like not kidding one),
maybe i'll have win you in things, sports, academics whatever, but these stuff doesnt count at all in life.

you have such a braveheart and strong character. some things that i can only look up to.
i remembered in primary five, after some course after our camp, the instructors ask us to tell the people who are important to us those three words.i reached home, i looked at my mum. i didnt dare to do it. the next day when i reached school, i asked you if you did, you did.

fast forward to sec 4, we were asked to do the same thing again, i didnt do it again shamefully.
this time, i didnt ask you if you did, because i know you dont need a reason to do it.
to you, you'll do anything for your family members, friends, just for them to feel loved and happy.
when i went to jc, the most difficult thing i have to adapt to at the start was not the culture or the travelling time. it's that suddenly you're no longer around on the 804 or 806 that i took home.

you were always the one (okay plus zk) we count on to organise outings.
we revolve around you, and you're happy to be the one we can always count on.
now that you're going to be alone, you have to be strong.
you'll be strong (:

so

so what if i completed 42.195km with my legs
if you really think that's a feat, i'm telling you it's not.
countless old men and girls went past me.
anyone can complete a marathon if they try.
but not anyone can complete a good life.
i cant, i cant turn back the clock, there're some things in life that i cant change anymore.
no matter how much determination i have, i cant, because i've sinned a hell lot, okay make that a fk lot.
i can only try to be better from now on, but it doesnt change the past of my life because people had left, leaving and going to leave soon.

prom's the last chance. but even so, it's not the right setting to move beyond the superficial level. all people do is take photos, compare dresses, spot hot girls hot guys whom you never thought they were hot for the past two years. how do you have a heart to heart talk with someone you havent for the past two years.

i want to fill up this new frame, but it's empty.
you could have filled it up, but are you sure it's not empty?