OLD TRAFFORD

again

2010-06-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

这次又是输给了自己

lost

2010-03-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

really felt like many things are lost.

late

2009-12-25T23:20:00.002+08:00

sorry i can't be keeping vigil.

time flies. there are people or things that you can never let go. more often than not, there will never be a chance for things to reach a conclusion.

start. end.

2009-12-10T01:12:00.000+08:00

rehabilitation begins.

with my life

2009-10-10T11:49:00.004+08:00

1 year 10 months 'boys to men' journey
my memories - the people

enlistment 100408
emo trip to tekong
through basics we excel BMT (100408 - 140608 )
Kestrel P4S2 in bed level: alvinchua, eddiesim, roylau the legend, me, marcus, potato-pikachu, junhong, idris, kenneth, haoting, geraldpaul, shihao

withprideilead-sispec ( 230608 - 150808 )
Juliet P2S4 in bed level: yongsheng, jeremytiong, piggylim, angyun, shaojun, veggieong, bobo anandgeorge, chenkk, me, daryl, eric, slutsong, jansonnoob

kingofthebattlefield ( 180808 - 151108 )
5th Arty Spec Course in Det level: angdingjie, chanchingsheng, julian, chenkk, desmondchoo, danielchoo, me, james, ian, ivan, clarence, kamen, jansonnoob, shiyang, jonnysilver, ngoh, zhangquan, veggieong, xinzhi, wensong, yongjun, slutsong

together we inspire ( 170808 - 090210)
Weapon Wing
3rd Arty Spec Course seniors: chinyoong, desmond, cheekong, andrew
4th Arty Spec Course seniors: weisiang, joeliao, sweesiang, shimmy the eternal legend
5th Arty Spec Course: jonnysilver, kelvintan, edmundgoh, jinkai, boonkiat, jiayi, nickolas, koonsiang
6th Arty Spec Course juniors: W.A.P, melvin, sebby, mahjong
7th Arty Spec Course juniors: edwin, benjamin, joseph

onceagunner, alwaysagunner ( 090210 - ROD)

army

2009-09-04T19:32:00.001+08:00

no life no life!

eventuality

2009-05-31T00:02:00.000+08:00

the boulder is off.

circle

2009-05-22T23:35:00.002+08:00

following my trainees' rehearsals for the past two days and then watching the actual parade were rather fulfilling but it was the moment they came rushing to us, dumped their rifles and hurried off when i suddenly realised how my army life had gone a full circle

ord

2009-05-02T14:20:00.002+08:00

AHM 09
Standard Chartered 09
Ex Thunder Warrior 10

the remaining exciting things before the inevitable ORD LO!
no more shitholes.

your left, my left, our left right

2009-04-09T23:27:00.001+08:00

i'm kinda enjoying the second half of army days.
can't believe i'm feeling this way

breakeven

2009-02-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her 1st
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But not wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/rkIS ]

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

The Script is simply great.

roger out

2008-12-14T21:06:00.005+08:00

i think i'm breaking free of this daily torture.

just finished this book titled, "How Starbucks saved my life".

contrary to the usual rags-to-riches stories that we so often read about, it's about a man who had a great career, lost it all and then found his meaning of life after he joined Starbucks as a barista.

this man held a high post in an advertising firm since he graduated from university and worked there until he was sixty-four when he was sacked by a lady who was once his trainee in the firm.
he had a complete family with four kids before he got into an affair from which, he had another child and soon he got divorced with his first wife. his second wife who is near twenty years younger than him soon found him boring and they did not have a good relationship thereafter.

as a creative director in the advertising firm, he was racist, elitist and snobbish. in the story, he will recollect about how people discriminated against him like the way he did to others when he had power in the past and the various ironies in life, like how he was given an opportunity to work in Starbucks by a black lady manager, someone he would not even talk to in the past. the way his colleagues helped him along with work also made him ashamed on how he treated his subordinates in the past. his experiences with his new-born boy also made him regret the little time he spent with his four older children from his previous marriage, and he will explain how Starbucks helped him re-create a bond between him and his children.

thankfully for this book, i'll work even harder towards the meaningful life i believe in. hopefully at sixty years old, i would not think that the past fifty plus years of my life were nothing but a lie.
i think that feeling will be quite hong-gan.

struggles

2008-11-17T20:23:00.005+08:00

Positive thinking: It is panacea of any problem. It reduces tension, keeps your inspired, health gets improved, makes one happy, problems gets solved, what else is required? – So why not to develop positive thinking/attitude.

yes i do firmly believe in the above, but why is it so that until now i refuse to believe the above is achievable and for those who think that they have achieved it, i still doubt that all they achieved is a deceit to their minds

regardless the state of your life, be it a favourable or less fortunate one, i believe it's full of struggles for everyone due to a part of our human's nature, which is to always look hard at what is lacking and empty in our lives. this tendency towards pessimism either results in one conscientiously striving to improve what he thinks is lacking of him or finding new things to fill the voids he thinks he has in him, or the other many felt they will not end up as but unknowingly, too many of us(myself included) engaged ourselves in this vicious cycle of self-reflecting in a bad way(brainf***ing in army terms).

we just could not enter a state of peace and contentment although there will be moments you thought that you have already gotten over things or found solutions for them. the next day, the cycle repeats with the episode of yesterday still playing in your mind or you have garnered a new set of problems about what is so bad about you.

let me share a particular internal struggle that bogged me down the whole of this week. I was given an instructional role in my unit while the rest of my coursemates were all posted back to the operational battalion where we trained at for the past few months. my job was meant to be an envy for my coursemates cause it's stayout and yes admittedly, it's a zou-bo job during lull periods. yet all these various plus-points about this posting still did not prevent me from thinking on the bad side of things.
challenge1: how can I operate by myself without my sispec buddies whom accompanied me through the tough times back then, five months ago and then the fun times for the past three months
challenge2: having nothing to do when you're free outside is much more painful to withstand compared to having loads of sai-gang and completing it with a garang party you enjoyed working with, for that how i wished i was at battalion now with them
challenge3: having free time all day and not having psp and mp3 by my side
challenge4: unable to maintain my fitness without all those physical trainings
challenge5: not able to...
as i was dreaming about all these in my nap, one of my buddies (jack ass) called. before i listened to his contents, i could tell he had a tinge of disappointment in his tone and then the news broke out that not everyone in the team was staying together(fortunately it was not all bad news as they have 4 days off) while i sympathised with the situation, how i wish i had an outlet to vent out all the internal struggles. then another of the group (hercules) texted to say it's pretty sad cause we're all on our own now.

the saying of " the grass always looks greener on the other side of the fence" henceforth, does not always apply and the fundamentals of it nowadays came from the desires of modern people actively seeking a "complete" life, many a time too obsessively, which made them self-reflect to self-doubt and the next step of either self-improve or self-reproach depends heavily on individuals.

the greats break out of the vicious cycle while for the majority of us, the struggles in life and our minds continue.

maybe

2008-10-18T00:25:00.001+08:00

it has to be the first time i so badly want to be accomplished in a thing my whole life.

one year three months more, i can do something from this.

why

2008-08-24T00:33:00.001+08:00

why is it still bothering me so much everyday

有时侯, 真的好羡慕

finally

2008-08-10T00:05:00.002+08:00

i've woken up from this long dream, God for now i'll take on my responsibilities like a real man.

apple of my eye

2008-07-20T00:17:00.002+08:00

you asked me that question when i was nine years old and i can still vividly remember my answer to you.

now, ten years later, the question resurfaced and i think my answer to it is still the same. i wont have any regrets.

ho

2008-07-05T21:25:00.003+08:00

i'm losing myself day by day, and my self-control is non-existent when i'm with people i'm comfortable with.
these few days in bunk made me think about certain issues (many thanks to my company for giving us reasonable amount of admin time each night).
if i am to let the days go by like this, someday i'll become someone i despise. i need to be a better person. let's start the reconstruction from tomorrow.

it was such a misplace of trust, but i'm in no position to point a finger.

I

2008-06-20T23:37:00.001+08:00

catch a glimpse of heaven

i find my paradise.

more and more, i start to realise

i can reach my tomorrow.

With

2008-06-20T10:55:00.002+08:00

Pride we lead, SISPEC!

i'm damn happy about this ( i know some people are damn bummed about me being so happy), but seriously no confinement (provided dont tio extra) is heaven in a NSF's life.
spec's life gonna be tough, but let's just hope that tekong is the final destination and also reunion with the buddies! (:

when

2008-06-16T12:27:00.001+08:00

your best isn't quite enough, how should you feel about it?

The Euro08 tournament has been sensational so far.
Go Oranje!

the

2008-05-31T22:01:00.000+08:00

words i kept inside

it's

2008-05-24T01:45:00.002+08:00

In just a blink of an eye, six weeks have passed since 10th april.
Almost everything is done and my coy will be effectively pop-ed two weeks from now.
I wonder where will all these lead to.
As an NSF, nothing can be guaranteed, nothing can be taken for granted, the future is just a misty frame, ah well just looking forward to 11th June!

belated grats to all those who have completed BSLC!

this

2008-04-04T01:29:00.001+08:00

as I reached the final conclusion.

final doctrine of life.

let's go

2008-03-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

Love is patient; love is kind; it does not envy; it does not boast; it is not proud. It is not rude; it is not self-seeking; it is not easily angered; it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will pass away; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection, then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

okay

2008-03-03T01:02:00.002+08:00

It is not the critic who counts, nor the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; who knows great enthusiasms, great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who, at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat.

People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.
The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be
shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind.
Think big anyway.
What you spend years building may
be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
People really need help but may attack if you help them.
Help people anyway.
Give the world the best you have
and you might get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

trying

2008-02-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

no matter how hard it gets going, i'll get it going.
i need to be mr independent.

work

2007-12-11T00:38:00.000+08:00

after two years, i'm back to being a chinese bangala.
prelude to army days.

dumb

2007-12-06T20:10:00.000+08:00

3secaFoCheng; says:
anyway right there was a recent US report that the medicine i was taking for acne may cause depression

3secaFoCheng; says:
mayb thats why i so emo back then la

3secaFoCheng; says:
see otherwise im happy and gay

3secaFoCheng; says:
lol

the end of everything, the start of another says:
F***LOL!!

the end of everything, the start of another says:
are you serious

the end of everything, the start of another says:
the medicine

the end of everything, the start of another says:
so bird's mum screwed you

the end of everything, the start of another says:
lol

3secaFoCheng; says:
its recent la just cos some stupid american cocks go and commit suicide or something

3secaFoCheng; says:
but birds mum say mostly its also because their face damn bad then they depress adding to the medication side effects

3secaFoCheng; says:
lucky i still handsome

3secaFoCheng; says:
or else mayb i also commit suicide

3secaFoCheng; says:
touch wood sia

3secaFoCheng; says:
haha

the end of everything, the start of another says:
eh you....

the end of everything, the start of another says:
wtf

06S39

2007-12-06T07:50:00.001+08:00

seriously, i dont think i have any other words for this class. (okay i'm damn shag to really think hard, and most of the stuff are said already)

you guys are really important to me.

my friend

2007-12-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

this post is fully dedicated to someone who is very important to me.
you'll be going in tmr, seriously i dont know wth is going to happen to bwg when you're gone.
i've known you for twelve years.

i really want to apologise to you, i havent been your friend from primary one up til sec one.
always bully you, suan you(like not kidding one),
maybe i'll have win you in things, sports, academics whatever, but these stuff doesnt count at all in life.

you have such a braveheart and strong character. some things that i can only look up to.
i remembered in primary five, after some course after our camp, the instructors ask us to tell the people who are important to us those three words.i reached home, i looked at my mum. i didnt dare to do it. the next day when i reached school, i asked you if you did, you did.

fast forward to sec 4, we were asked to do the same thing again, i didnt do it again shamefully.
this time, i didnt ask you if you did, because i know you dont need a reason to do it.
to you, you'll do anything for your family members, friends, just for them to feel loved and happy.
when i went to jc, the most difficult thing i have to adapt to at the start was not the culture or the travelling time. it's that suddenly you're no longer around on the 804 or 806 that i took home.

you were always the one (okay plus zk) we count on to organise outings.
we revolve around you, and you're happy to be the one we can always count on.
now that you're going to be alone, you have to be strong.
you'll be strong (:

so

2007-12-04T01:01:00.000+08:00

so what if i completed 42.195km with my legs
if you really think that's a feat, i'm telling you it's not.
countless old men and girls went past me.
anyone can complete a marathon if they try.
but not anyone can complete a good life.
i cant, i cant turn back the clock, there're some things in life that i cant change anymore.
no matter how much determination i have, i cant, because i've sinned a hell lot, okay make that a fk lot.
i can only try to be better from now on, but it doesnt change the past of my life because people had left, leaving and going to leave soon.

prom's the last chance. but even so, it's not the right setting to move beyond the superficial level. all people do is take photos, compare dresses, spot hot girls hot guys whom you never thought they were hot for the past two years. how do you have a heart to heart talk with someone you havent for the past two years.

i want to fill up this new frame, but it's empty.
you could have filled it up, but are you sure it's not empty?

42.195

2007-11-30T21:13:00.000+08:00

you need more than half an hour to cover it, driving at 80km/h (no traffic lights, no jam)
it's enough to make your ass crack (like really split) if you cycle.
it's going from pasir ris park to changi village, back to pasir ris park and then back to changi village and back to pasir ris park.
it's more than physical, i really hope i'll still be alive on 3rd December 2007.

end of the road

2007-11-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

okay people dont think too much into my last post, it's just about school life.
i dont know if you guys out there had, is having or will have chalets with your secondary/jc friends, but there's one thing we need to know, it's probably the last chance you'll be able to hang out with your non-close friends.

obviously, it's gonna be hard to interact with your non-close friends, because you havent seen each other for a long time, and in order for you and the other person to be not close, it means it has always been hard to you to talk to that person even in the past. this is my biggest regret when i walked out of downtown east.
just be contented to keep close groups of friends.

all my juniors have returned from overseas cip trips, glad to know that they've come back well.
when you're overseas, you're always at a bigger risk.

gonna find more things to do before my head goes bald

life's not empty
maybe it is here in singapore.

maybe

2007-11-23T11:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the saddest day of my life.

life

2007-11-20T01:44:00.000+08:00

All my life, I believed in it
When someone in the same boat as you falls, how will you feel?
Scared that you'll end up the way the person did.
Now that you end up in this way, what does it leave me with?

Cheer up man, you'll get over it. Let's enter the next phase of our life afresh.

Channel U 10pm show

2007-11-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

骄兵必败

something that owned me since year one
1) Econs
2) Econs Essays
3) Econs Case Study? Let's see how in 24 hours time lol

3 more days!

2007-11-12T01:03:00.001+08:00

running, soccer, basketball, tennis, swimming, cycling, zoo, sentosa, kbox, pig on food, movies, 7pm show, 9pm show, 10pm show, heroes, naruto, bleach, onepiece, and so much more

three more days to my unofficial liberation day

byebye

2007-11-07T00:29:00.000+08:00

still can't get over the fact that it might be my last math paper of my whole life, maybe from now on it's just gonna be plus minus multiply divide.
was my love, then turned its back on me, then now as i looked back, i really like it, graphs, calculas, vectors, it sounds weird here, but i just can't imagine they're out of my life anymore.
byebye Ti-plus 84, i wont sell you (cause you spoil already, cannot clear memory), you've been a great pal.

now

2007-10-12T15:45:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you could have tried your best, but it's still not enough.
You can be the best person that you can, but one mistake takes away the faith others have in you.

BUT SO WHAT?

Just get on it.
never never never give up.

ah

2007-07-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

Blogging Hiatus!
Better buck up, if not I'll need to fly another kite when I get back my Prelims results

Went to library for the 4th time in my stint as a VJ student, I was mentally exclaiming: " Damn fierce sia" haha, guess I can never sit down diam diam for 3-4 hours just mugging in the library. Can see the librarians gave up on the noise level already lol

All the best people! Consistency is key.

why

2007-07-12T23:11:00.001+08:00

Yeah after all the euphoria and anticipation, FHELL I'm not gonna play tomorrow after all! FOE!

All the best Draco II, will be rooting for you guys. Believe.

comeon

2007-07-12T01:24:00.000+08:00

Exactly 2 months more people
Don't even think of giving up now!

If you're lousier than the paper, make sure you run faster than it
If you're better than the paper, make sure you rip it apart

Play through the pain barrier, for after that there will be no more pain, only glory.

How

2007-07-10T21:49:00.000+08:00

Dad: "So your results now confirm can go to local uni right?"
Son: gg

no

2007-07-08T01:38:00.000+08:00

It's easiest to get by in life when you only give and ask for nothing in return.
When you expect something, in the end you might feel it's not enough.

I won't be the one you talk about, hear about.
I won't be in your life, but I won't regret this, for you.

oh

2007-07-08T00:30:00.001+08:00

School life after CTs is mmmm, no matter how I can't find the correct word to describe it. It's empty yet not really that so as seen from the pictorial evidence on the left.
2pm- Class dismissed
2pm-3pm: Lunch/Stoning above canteen
3pm-4pm: Stoning/Talkcock above canteen
4pm-5pm: Act like I'm studying holding on to some notes
5pm-6pm: Jio for dinner
8pm-11pm: Stare at com
11pm-12am: Stare at com then mother come stare at me

aye

2007-07-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

Hot topics in Year 1
1) Mid-years results
2) Who's taking what h3
3) Who got 4 As for mid-years
4) Who got 4Us
5) Which girl like which guy
6) Which guy like which girl
7) Countdown to promos

Hot topics in Year 2
1) The most kena raped mid-year paper
2) Top 3 Achievements
3) Countdown to Prelims and As
4) Which university to go
5) Which degree to take
6) Where to spend time to have abit of fun after school

How interesting have the education system evolved now that JC students are required to write their own testimonials.

yeah

2007-06-18T02:53:00.001+08:00

thanks for the mirror

Grow

2007-06-16T22:27:00.001+08:00

As we grow older, the things that make us happy get simpler.

Dedicate

2007-06-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

It's just about catching up from now on, no two ways about it.

Sucks when you're forced to climb up from the pit after staying there comfortably for such a long time, but well it's time, for any later, it'll be too late.

A road without hardships probably leads to nowhere.

Over

2007-06-12T16:24:00.000+08:00

It's over.

Don't say things like "This is not an ending, it's a new beginning".

Nah, it's really over, I've retired from my CCA, from everything else other than books.

Have to thank alot of people that made UNR'07 possible, and I'll try hard not to miss anyone out.

VJ volunteers for all the days, special thanks goes out to VJCO and 06S39 who came in a big group and hype everything up. Really sorry that some parts of the day been not really engaging but especially for those down on Day 2 and 3, you can see everything's going on well.

Special mention to the night guards for these 3 days, S39 guys Wilson, Timo, Ernest, Jer He, Litian and Nigel, Chin hao, Jason, Jason's friend, Mingyao (Can never imagine how talkative you are haha).

CIC 06'07 and 07'08. Regrets as I looked back on the past year, many things that I've not done, but I guessed the 10th we've done everything. Thanks, couldn't be a success without you my batch.

To the juniors, it's been a joy seeing you guys step up and grow into more matured individuals. Mistakes are made for the very fact we're all humans but always remember, less of them will be made with experience and even lesser if things are done together
All of us will never be any dumber than one of us.

Habitat Staff
Jocelyn, Hweekiang, Christina, Nigel, Richard
Thanks for giving me this opportunity to work with you guys at this level, something I can only dream about.

To Ivy and Yiwei,
You'll always be the goal of leadership that I'll look at. I can only gasp at the level that you're at despite being just 2 years older.

To my dear dad Hosea,
You'll always be the goal of a person that I want to be.

Been a breath-taking 2 weeks. Sacrifice loads of time from mugging, but at the end of it, it'll never be regretted how I spent this one and a half year.

Nil Sine Labore

thanks

2007-06-02T22:16:00.001+08:00

Thank you, for you guys are the reason why I wouldn't make a single complain

Who you are makes a difference.

Back

2007-06-01T21:54:00.001+08:00

Haven't had the time to blog about it cause it's just so damn draining.

But yes it's just amazing, it's just a camp for life. Other than the few hours available to sleep throughout the whole camp, every minute every second came up new challenges, we're always forced to step up.

What virgin experiences cheer-leading and emcee-ing as well, gosh I can't believe I did that

Before we entered the camp, I had the feeling that it'll be just different, and then it turned out to make more than a difference. A quote from Daniel: "I think it's just crazy", how true, and crazy might just be an understatement, considering the things we had learned being in the middle of teachers and student leaders.

I never had a camp day as tough as Day 3, it's just hard, at 5am we still have to brainstorm about forum theater. But I guess, it's just worthwhile seeing them leave the camp grown up, just heartened to see the tears and smiles.

I thought I've lost the feeling for it, I thought it'll never come back, but yes I still love my college.

Thank you so much teachers, Mr Ho Wei Kang, Mr Goh (I lost to you in randomness hands down), Mr Jeff Lim, Miss Wong and Miss Wu!

Facils, Wenhui, Shushan, Chengwei, Peiying, Shuhua, Pauline, Daniel, Marc, Conran, Yongsheng,

Champs Fishcake (: Taariq, Tian Ying, Eirene, Qian Rou, Geraldine, Ying Wah, Rui Yin, Adrain

You guys gave me a window to see things in your perspectives. You guys gave me a mirror to see myself clearly.

And I have no words to describe what I've learned from you guys, I'm really thankful I had this chance cause it'll probably be a big part of my life from now.

Thank you CLIC

Guo Jie

Hello Mr Heng,

This is a request for you to get back to your books

Thank You

-Bloody reality

yeah

2007-05-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

Life has never been fair.

Everyone has a different starting point in life. Some manages to catch up with those in front after some long years. Some get lapped by those up front.

But, everyone has a choice. It is always there, some see it, some accept fate and miss it.

Change something you are uncomfortable with,
Well if you can't, then change the way you think about it.

Guess the saddest thing in life, is when you can't change anything and you can't change the way you think about it.

Lessons

2007-05-16T23:42:00.001+08:00

People aren't difficult, they are just different

Behind every bad behavior, there's a positive intention

Attitude reflects all

1 more week and I'll retire into my books

Do I

2007-04-08T15:00:00.000+08:00

Taylor Hicks- Do I make you proud

I've never been the one to raise my hand,
That was not me and now that's who I am

Because of you I am standing tall,
My heart is full of endless gratitude,
You were the one, the one to guide me through,
Now I can see and I believe it's only just beginning

Chorus-
This is what we dream about
but the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud

I guess I've learned, to question is to grow
That you still have faith, is all I need to know
I've learned to love, myself in spite of me
And I've learned to walk, the road that I believe 

This is what we dream about
But the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been NOW
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud

Everybody needs to rise up 
Everybody needs to be loved, to be loved 

This is what we dream about
but the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud

This is what we dream about
but the only question with me now
Is do I make you proud
Stronger than I've ever been now
Never been afraid of standing out
But do I make you proud

Do I make you proud
Do I make you proud

Thanks wil

So

2007-04-08T14:55:00.000+08:00

Anderson 4-7'o5 Reunion

Culture rewind

I would trade anything to wear back the Andersonnian Crest. Yes at any point of time.

Reply

2007-04-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

Heyo I'm replying from Dean to Pong haha

Lol hey guys I'm not emo-ing la but thanks loads for your concerns

It's just sometimes we have to do reality checks on ourselves and reflect yupp

Wanna

2007-04-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same, cause there's nothing about you I would change.

I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same, cause there's nothing about you I would change.

Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same, cause there's nothing about you I would change.

Sometimes i just wish i wasn't me. Ironic

Now

2007-03-25T17:29:00.000+08:00

And because we can never press rewind, everything starts from now.

This weekend is sort of an enlightening one.

Was bored til i actually read through the VJC Jotterbook, and i came to one of the last pages before the plain paper section. On that page are all kinds of quotes by famous people(but because my GP cmi i knew just a few of them). Quote 18 caught my eye. It goes...

Mistakes are part of being human. Appreciate your mistakes for what they are: precious life lessons that can only be learned the hard way. Unless it's a fatal mistakes, which, at least, others can learn from- Al Franken

How very true.

Then I watched Stomp the yard. Yes it's not as inspiring as some other movies but the message it brought forward at the end, which, i feel, essential for many of us to understand.

Intelligence plus character - that is the goal of true education Martin Luther King

Ready?

2007-03-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure if I'm ready for this. This final run-in for ccas, which also signifies the start of extreme mugging season which I'm quite sure I can't take it cause my brain haven't been trained to study hard for a year.

Tomorrow will be a mother long day. Hope I don't forget anything on my schedule

8-10am-Gym
11-12- Buy guitar strings for tubbychan
12-1- Return Timoprince's amp
3-5- Meeting
5-7-Tuition
9-1am- Hardcore EPL

Back on track

2007-03-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

Some post March-Camp syndromes started to take place today. It started to dawn on me that everything is gonna end in like one and a half months time. I guessed it's almost the end of the road now. But whatever it is, I'm just heartened by the juniors' attitude and actions, I'm confident you guys can take ctc further.

Went to HFH for meeting today, and read some of their most recent magazines. Our last YEP trip was too extravagant, luxurious, laxed, everything meant for people like us who have been living a life without much troubles, as in seriously survival problems. Hopefully, I'll get to go on a trip to Nepal and the Jim Carter Project soon.

CAMP

2007-03-14T23:17:00.000+08:00

Back from CT Camp, woohoo it kinda pwns everything else

but it also means I'm on the right track in evolving into a real panda

Life rocks

2007-03-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

Was consistently owned by the test papers for this two days but ohwell tomorrow is the final paper already

Just can't wait for March Camp to arrive

The Title

2007-03-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

I can't believe it. It just felt like magic.

I guess for all Man Utd fans out there, fortune is just an understatement.

The truth is Man Utd did NOT deserve to win, probably to even draw the game.

It's been a couple of matches that this have been happening, Reading, Fulham, but this game is just so defining of the season. It's not just the final three points that pulled the gap to a seemingly unassailable one, but how it will affect the players. If they go into the remaining nine matches with this freaking complacent mentality, Chelsea will stage the come-back that will just go into history books, over-shadowing the one that Man Utd staged against Newcastle by far.

For all the Man Utd fans all there, please don't ever suan

And at the end of the race, I'm just afraid that people might remember these few matches more than those that we've seen breathtaking attacking football.

Untitled

2007-03-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

Life is unpredictable and vulnerable at times

Approaching the end of your life, what will be on your mind?

I got this mother weird dream...I dreamt i signed up for this underground gang...and they conduct interviews...I entered the gang leader's office room and I saw Farrell Chan sitting in the couch...wtf

k

2007-02-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

Finally settled down...no more march camp nor cic for two weeks...only one thing on my mind
Too much is at stake

Cool day

2007-02-21T21:53:00.000+08:00

Today is a cool day

I saw people with utmost determination...ronghua and zhiwei...ownages though they are still recovering from injuries

I saw friends who achieved their aim and get the chance to continue their dreams...

I saw sadness in the eyes of those who didn't

I saw De Cruz at the bridge after the turn...knnbccb imba

Events of Chinese New Year

2007-02-20T00:36:00.000+08:00

My 83 years old grand-uncle scolded my mum for being old-fashioned

My 11 year old brother thrashed me in basketball

WTF

2007-02-14T23:25:00.001+08:00

WTF WTF WTF

WilKingSon

2007-02-10T00:47:00.000+08:00

I guess we really improved by some lengths today with gan as the lead

yumi is composed on the bass
timo is prince on the drums just that sometimes i go deaf when he chiang the cymbals haha
fran is queen of screams, so back her on the back-up vocals
gan is choir pres for a reason
wilson the king, the reason why we lived is because of his music haha i know you gonna scold me kao bei for this line lol
and me wtf...screwed 8 out of 10 solos cb la...i need 2 hours of practice from now

Punggol Picnic

2007-02-05T21:18:00.000+08:00

Went with odac and jiawei for this some sort of triathalon thingy on sunday morning...wow it was my first adventure race and it's really cool...together with jiawei and audrey, we conquered jungle trails, the sea, and a knnbccb smelly tunnel lol

Week 6...Time to buck up for everything

Enough

2007-01-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

fk off man work...i'm sick of you

today i was really shamed so much that i couldn't take it...when mrs koh asked me that chem question...i totally blank out for one minute...fking awkward la...the whole class was so quiet...i can't even say it out, as simple as "mdm, there's no reaction"

most of my maths notes are empty...and for econs you can fk off too man international trade and macro...thanks guohui, if not for you i'll be cb-ed in class today...

chengwei and regina, i don't know how to tell you that i'm so grateful to you two...yea you get what i mean la lol

The World

2007-01-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

Blood diamond left a deep impact on me...gosh other than the fighting and cross-fire scenes, the rest are filmed in real-life Africa, the refugee camps, the violence, corruption, sick ideologies...this is REALITY

I remember one scene when the scene changed from Africa to New York when the male lead called the female lead...the guy was dying after he kena one shot at his chest while the girl was drinking coffee with her friends at a cafe..knn!

everyone is a victim in Africa

The world is ugly...made by the supposedly kind-natured human beings

Life

2007-01-20T01:53:00.000+08:00

Bayern Munich received 20million pounds bid for Owen Hargreaves from Manchester United...LOL...another Michael Carrick? We shall see...

Gonna stayover at dualiap's house on Sunday for the Arsenal-Man Utd match
Bus-trip to dualiap's house from home- 90 cents
Dinner with brothers at parkway- $5.80
Sunday Newpaper to check out match preview- 80 cents
Brotherhood bonding and not sleeping even though next day is a monday- Priceless

Money can't buy everything...for everything else there's stupidity

OG BBQ rawks...yea finally gotta spend an enjoyable night with tooOooo
hahah the kids are damn bonded and ki siao la...well done guys!

Reach home at 1.30am...kan

I'll work harder for us

Bond

2007-01-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

When i saw the both of you walking out of the school gate...i saw the bond...stronger than any ionic, covalent, dative, metallic bond...mike i was rather envious

so soooorryy regina...i sort of spoilt your com by touching it hahah...you're right la...i think we saw the good side today

It is the first time i got so tired after CIC today after all the zi-highing...The juniors were enthu la...Hope you guys can carry on what we've built on...

WE are SINGAPORE

2007-01-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

Singapore 11-0 Laos

what a LMAO score is this mann...Noh Alam Shah scored 7 goals lol...

70 cents for a cup of teh tarik at nearby coffeeshop...listening to 2 tables of ah peks making lmao comments about Laos...lol it's a cool way to get away from sickening year two life

School

2007-01-12T18:54:00.000+08:00

kan sian of school

it's just the first week and everything is moving damn fast and everyone is chionging alr...

so sorry gh...blooooody com crash last nite so can't help you with the project ah

realli miss O1...miss sea regatta...miss the days staying over in school..

i miss MRS Chan...she doesn't talk about alphabets

Happy B'dae to Jiawei, Weitinnggg

Personality Test

2007-01-11T01:12:00.000+08:00

did alot of personality tests before...but this one jus chiong u one with just 9 questions...lol quite zai

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

lol i think the education part not realli accurate la...kaobei la i dun wanna study can

Alot

2007-01-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

okay this post title sounds so random...but it simply means alot of things to say la...lazy to say

sch jus started and the workload is like damn jialat alr la...hope tt i can cope with this year la...damn imba...at least r-papers results gave me a lift la...it proves wad naruto taught mi was correct lol

a song that we edited

Will it ever be
I tried so hard to find sweet serenity
Are you still afraid
Just close your eyes and dream
The feeling fade away

Chorus:
Time wont flow everyone knows
When the pain fades away
Dreams wont die tears in our eyes
Youve got to hold your head up high
Hold your head up high

Its taken some time
And ive given off the will to change your state of mind
I'm trying to understand
Its not so hard to see that i am just a man

repeat chorus

Trying to end the pain
It was so hard to find that things had gone in vain
Believe that dreams can reign
It's high time to pick yourself up and start again

repeat chorus

VJC

2007-01-06T01:00:00.000+08:00

VJC c'mon c'mon c'mon

O1 had jus ended today...and it's realli been wonderful mann..brought back memories before the horrid exams...how we 858 bus gang dun mind the bloody travelling to this run-down place which look like a giant plastic container...

i think for today...the flow from the start to the end is jus flawless la..games were jus going crazy cos everyone were damn enthu to grab the imba number of coins available today...and the finale was super good la...good job house commers and crew heads! Marc...i noe you definitely were a proud boy during the last debrief and the three cheers that Lydia gave you...well done SC O1 ad-hoc

Thaddeus Too rawks...the ice were finally broken today...though i din have much time to bond with you guys...but i'm glad to see how u guys were so close during dinner...yea tts the most impt thing...i'll never regret choosing being an OGL over r-papers..and i'm sure everyone would feel so..

Creon...champions before sea regatta...good job ally...C de guo dong lol

New Year

2006-12-29T03:14:00.000+08:00

The year is coming to a close

(Random) I'm staying over in sch right now with brotherhood cos next day needa report at 7am..cb...typing this post in the IP classroom with chengwei snoring lol...we jus burst our bladders playing 2 hours of drinking game and i see hansel running into the toilet every half an hr haha cannot maintain

Clement, i'll make sure i'll stick to my new year resolution closely lol

Mourinitis

2006-12-27T01:01:00.000+08:00

Newpaper 26 Dec 2006

Didier Drogba: (okay this is damn funny) This is not vanity but reality. I believe that, today, I am the best in the League. The number one in world football?I do not say that but it is definitely possible!
Michael Essien: We are much better Manchester United. The difference in points in the Premiership is just a coincidence. It is just a matter of days before we are the leaders

Chelsea 2-2 Reading
Michael Essien equalises for Reading. Ashley Cole became a favourite back at Arsenal

Manchester United 3-1 Wigan
Cristiano Ronaldo zam-med in 2 goals within 5 minutes of coming up as a substitute straight in the second half. Ole Gunnar Solksjaer scored his first goal in his first match since the knee relapse. Highly-rated Wigan skipper Baines scored a penalty late in the game.

the end

2006-12-16T00:49:00.000+08:00

yea thx nice way to end things...i may seem so dumb but i'm happie yea

Just take it sometime
Doubt give enough will
To change your state of mind
Just try to understand Its not so hard to see
That i am just a man

Time won't flow
Everyone knows
When the pain fades away
Dreams wont die
Tears in our eyes
You got to hold your hand up high

Home

2006-12-15T01:17:00.000+08:00

Back from YEP...quite a different trip altogether from where i've gone to since young...but whatever it bought me alot of life experiences

these are my experiences...you can refer to wil's, pong's and regina's blogs for their experiences
and i'll blog to the fullest details so that i can rmb for life

7th-8th Dec
3 hours of air flight to Manila Airport...wah seh their toilets in the capital airport CMI like the toilets we have here in our kopitiams...met up with Rudi our coordinator over at Philippines...then the 2nd part of the travelling...a fricking 3hrs ride in a coach...but on the way we caught alot of scenaries...the first part looks like JB...den after getting out of Manila...many run-down buildings and slums came into sights and of course natural views like imba-ly big volcanoes and streams...the coach suddenly swerve into a run-down building..(everyone: if this is the hotel i'll faint)...the coach stops...(everyone: we are only stopping here for a break)...Rudi: okae guys let's get off...(everyone: KNNBCCB)...yea so u can roughly imagine the state of the hotel...nigel and i have actually urgent business to do with the toilet bowl...but when we saw the state of the rooms...the sai like automatically kena absorbed back into the rectum lol...our room was linked to wilson and teerapong room...we quickly unpacked and set off to St. Dominic Village...during the 15 minutes ride there on a jeepney(a damn cute vehicle which functions like half a bus and half a taxi)...we came across this super strong smell dat smells like super chao da stuff and according to nigel...it is a cookie which kena an atomic bomb LOL...

we were greeted by super bumpy roads and lovely kids..the village looks v peaceful...with a coconut trees plantation on one side and a giant mountain on the other...we were brought to a chapel for briefing...it is actually used as a multi-purpose area for the village events..Gerald the one in-charge of building quickly brief us on our roles and we set off for a half-day work...we were introduced to the construction tools...cement-mixing machine, shovels, wheelbarrows, and yea last but not least a near 2m metal rod with a metal chunk attached below to loosen soil...and it became lengendary after it was named by us as a zam-mer..cause it's supposed to zam (z-arm) into the ground...half of the group went to lay the floor on a half-completed house with cement while the other half went to start the foundations of a playground for the village kids...the area is about a basketball court size one for the 200 kids in the village...we level the ground, lay bricks for the boundaries and yes zam the ground for a trench...super shag la construction work without machines

went back to the hotel after work...den the super imba smell came on the way and Rudi explains that it is the smell of coconut oil being processed...suddenly the hotel appears to comfy to us after we had seen wad conditions the villagers are living in...nabei we still got air-con can...after freshening up...we went for dinner with some of the local authorities at a restaurant..food was nice but philippinos like to have alot of salt in their food...den we had a singing session which daniel totally melt the hearts of the "aunties" there with his christmas songs lol...the rest of us jus stone la basically...den we went back to the hotel for some night games in nigel and my room which after the night known as the multi-purpose room cause every night people will come to our room for night activities...yew yee our dearest adult volunteer introduce us to this game called the drinking game...by the end of the game our bladders all cannot maintain lol

9th Dec
we resumed work waking up damn early...over there 6am looks like 9am and 6pm looks like 9pm lol...we did the same work as the previous day...mi and nigel started off with clearing off a mountain of fine sand then making them into cement to lay the bricks...it was tough work under the searing sun and we had regular breaks every day...after lunch...we continued work...this time mi and nigel went over to build a brick wall for the boundaries of the playground...less tedious la...many more kids came out to play today and greeted us...esp shermaine who got lotsa kids swarming around her LOL like a mother liddat (so wenxiang is ah pa la heh)...during the break...i spotted a damn cute boy called Jouma...super shy boy who dun like people to carry him...so i couldnt get to carry him by the end of the day at all la...

we had this house presentation ceremony to five new families joining the village and our team has the pleasure of being the presentors..we presented the house keys, bibles and light candles to let them follow the way of God...and had great fun as the whole village was out for this event

we went shopping at a nearby mall...and the stuff are realli cheap to the max la...this is the conversion rate $1=P33...look damn real imitated adidas sneakers for 260 Pesos, a haircut for 80Pesos...a leg massage and pedicure for 200 Peso..the guys were totally own by the girls la...they are jus loaded with bags den the guys jus bought puma socks lol...we had KFC for dinner...ji bong lor one zinger meal costs onli 62 Pesos...about 2 bucks here lor

we had the drinking game again and ghost stories from everywhere...and of course the guys kept coming up with stories how yew yee get raped by the zam-mer LOL

10th Dec
Rain rain Rain rain Rain rain Rain
we couldn't go to the waterfalls that we are supposed to get a water ride...fking sian la...and cannot work somemore..

so we went SHOPPING at another mall...woah i can tell u the looks on regina's and ethel's faces...cannot maintain to the max LOL...the stuff there is jus imba-ly cheap la...we bought a basketball and basketball net fix up at the village basketball court...which is really called "Street basketball" lol...anyway in Philippines...they are onli concerned bout basketball and gives no shit to soccer...their sports newspaper have no news bout soccer and it took us a few hours to finally find out the score between arsenal and chelsea lol

when we returned to the entrance after about 3 hours...we see the girls loaded with bags and bags smiling damn happily like some 40 year old auntie strike lottery liddat lol...but this time we din get owned too much by the girls la...we bought some shirts and jeans yay

den dinner at a Spainish where we had damn nice roasted chicken and fried rice and we saw Imba haha

we switched to playing Polar Bear this night cause we were jus damn sick of the harm the drinking game is doing to our bladders haha...it was damn fun la..everyone becoming sly dogs and nigel and wil are damn imba bears la

11th Dec
morning rain damn hard again...we went to take shelter in the chapel...we borrowed the guitars to play for a while before i took a damn long look at the basketball we bought..den suddenly captain's ball came to my mind...the kids of the village were jio-ed to the chapel and taught how to play...den we decided to demo to them after looking at them all playing to basketball rules lol...we shame la broke a light ourselves lol though we warned them not to throw so high...so we went out to the streets to play and the kids had a damn fun time playing with water splashing everywhere...den i tot to myself how they are so easily contented with wad they have...a simple life is like..(nigel: eh why u emo back back)...oh yaya we continued work...starting to lay the floor of the 2nd house and continuing with the trench at the playground...the ground was almost levelled other than a damn high pile of sand which we had to level...the village boys were jio-ed to help out as well...while the rest do this...mi wil nigel and yy continued with the imba trench we had to make 60cm deep lor wah lieww but we had a damn time digging like some miners and removing huge rocks below...

we den travelled damn far to a restaurant..which is like breeding mozzis everywhere la...ponds everywhere...we had these courses which we can only eat with our hands...wah sang

12th Dec
Last day at the village...we chiong work like siao...mi daniel wenxiang and shermaine were handed a damn tough task...that is to exacuate a hole deep enough to bury a boulder which looks at least 800kg to me...we jus keep zamming and shovelling to make sure we complete this task by the end of the day...there was this water transporting pipe near the area we are exacuating which we must make sure we must not zam it...but yes i zam it not once but twice LOL course i'm the zammer mah....the 2nd time was damn funny and malu...the pipe was beneath the soil so i din see it...after a series of zamming...i asked shermaine "wah got water to drink anot ah"? and at the same time zamming the zammer down to rest...out spurts the water which stun mi completely...lol the village boys den help to stop the water with rubber tubing...

and yes we manage to dig a hole deep enough for the boulder to fall into but we were saddened when Gerald told us they would onli zam the rock down the next day...after work...we chionged to take photos of the village and villagers....it was just a damn touching sight...and i finally got to carry Jouma in my arms...wah seh damn song lor lol...the guys piggyback-ing the boys and the kids pestering the girls for photo-taking

for the farewell dinner...we performed the song wherever you will go by the calling..and wilson performed his first guitar gig lol

we had a damn imba concentrated voka which yy bought...i got drunk and started spouting nonsense and singing nonsense LOL and poor pong got zam by me haha paiseh ah...shag la woke up then can't realli rmb wad i did

13th Dec
went back in early morning to the village...and 4 of us were damn happy the boulder got moved into the hole...den travelled to the airport at Manila...3 hours ride again sang la everyone slept like pigs...budget terminal is realli budget nabei rain den our luggages got all wet...bidded goodbye to all

heya it's not the end of the trip yet..now is the start of the next phase of our lives with new life perspectives

YEP

2006-12-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

THIS IS IT!

A year of waiting has ended

zou oh zou oh regina ethel wilson nigel teerapong daniel wenxiang shermaine yewyee robin
2 Houses in a week let's do it

takecare people enjoy the remaining of the hols!

hope to see you soon...my heart is sinking

Sian

2006-11-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

went with dualiap and jiawei to the adidas sale at the expo today in search of our jerseys...nuttin much for us to shop there as the apparels are limited...so jus bought a bag la...den we chiong all the way to novena adidas factory outlet...wah seh up to 70% off and some stuff realli made mi cannot maintained

den went to granny's house...and tt's where i realised i needa put some things right
i'm going nowhere in studies, cca and most imptly LIFE...wtf it's high time to do and change some things now...

MAN UTD VS CHELSICK

Sunday 1155pm c'mon c'mon

Confession

2006-11-25T00:55:00.000+08:00

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me
and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right
you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

u wun understand this...it equals nuttin

Chalet

2006-11-24T23:58:00.000+08:00

39 chalet had jus ended and i've overcome the hangover from a 10 hour nap...jus wanna say some things

Wilson- for making this chalet possible...it's hard for us to get together like this again next year
Litian- for ensuring we always got supply to eat and drink lol
Singhwa&Shaun- for the always effective double-team humour
GuoHui- for your contagious high-pitched laughter
Gan- for supplying the imba game
Ernest- for being always there and random pieces of sick stuff
Nigel- for relieving everything with your hard-core humour
Timo- for making us wet with your constant pcc-ing lol
He- for your imba ability to travel around singapore

Girls- sorry din realli manage to interact with u all alot individually...but u girls rawks la..damn funny when you all played the soccer game haha...and ur yin balance our yang (lol toking cock mai hum)

everyone plays a part you see...we are not friends
we are a family

woosh 06S39

2006-11-21T19:29:00.000+08:00

gona go for class chalet in a while...06S39 the best class to be in

i noe becos no matter wad i do...i wun achieve it

Shag

2006-11-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

3 V 3 today...defence VS attack...okae CT United...though attendance was damn poor today but i guess we all learn something today la...TEAMWORK...and it's today i can see the prowess of star striker jiun hoe and star defender dua liap...cool

do u think i wanna keep the truth to myself?i think it'll be better for you if i suffer in silence...3 days of continual suffering...

brother...dun change...no matter wad i'll still firmly stand on my interpretion that accidentally click wrongly...it's jus the timing la...dun ever think of giving up

Fitness

2006-11-17T13:18:00.000+08:00

i'll stop the rot here...wah 2 days of sai-gang work took everything from me today..today half-paralysed on bed which reminds mi of those days during comp-training...i got du nan liao eh..zz lol...k gonna go gym now...needa traIn hard for ct united

CT

2006-11-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

THIS IS IT!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaWeiSheng

aaaaaaaaaJiun Hoe

ClementaaGuo Jieaa ChengWei aaEujinn

Jiawei aaDaniel Yewaa Deon aaaaHansel

aaaaaaaaaaaaaNabil

Training starts next monday lol nabei jiawei's PT

Money

2006-11-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

went with GUOHUI to work part-time at a warehouse from SINEE's recommendation

omg WTF damn tiring..we thought it's like packing goods into cardboards or something liddat...and in the end we almost died after the first two hours...the boxes each weigh like your O'lvel textbooks and worksheets put together nabei lol...but we jus slack from then onwards cus the adults oso damn slack lol..and they kinda look after us well la...cos we two like little kids there

it made us realise something during lunch-break...we are making just 1 buck every ten minutes of shit work..so we decided to skip ice-cream even though we cannot maintain lol...den during the damn long lunch break...we went to queensway shopping centre to drool over the Limited Ed dunks...nabei it will take us 3 days of sai-gang to buy one dunk la...

it's isn't easy for our parents to make a living...yea ur parents may be working in much better conditions...but all in all...it's jus not easy

Financial Crisis

2006-11-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

okae now i'm in deep shitt...no not deep enough...its like from one drain go down to the next drain...needa pay $1117 for the overseas trip...nbccb...i despo until borrow money from my primary 4 brother to eat lunch today lol...

i needa make like 300 bucks within the next two weeks..win liao lor...can go pcc liao

anyone got part-time jobs pls recommend to you yea...i'll repay you greatly once my crisis is over...thanksya

dun emo le

2006-11-16T02:38:00.000+08:00

lol chengwei i gay ah today use one of ur entry names

it's been so long...are you gonna get over it?

Next stop

2006-11-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

Next stop....Philippines station

kk ppl...i dun feel like a loser anymore i finally completed my OP...give no shit to I&R...nabei this whole wk kena suan and suan by u all lol...was damn high today after all the anticipation end...did okae la...but the girls said can see my pants "vibrate" lol...if there's a best speaker award...it'll definitely go out to timo la...lol make mi laugh until cannot maintain

Now these... Gym=Guitar=Jamming=R-papers=Sleep

ECP outing again with 39s...hahaa blading is damn fun laa...make mi cannot maintain wanna buy blades le...ECP our favourite hangout now huh? lol

back!

2006-11-11T23:36:00.000+08:00

sorry ppl haven been updating

yes pw finally coming to an end..haha paiseh la i not lag k...cos my pw is last DAY! neh neh

chionging goong recently on youtube...woohoo damn nice...shin owns yul la k lol

chelsea SMC

2006-11-06T03:02:00.000+08:00

yea chelsea suffered their first defeat at White Hart Lane to Tottenham in 19 years

Aaron Lennon scored the winning goal in 52nd minute after Dawson levelled Makelele's opener

chelsea SMC!

PW rawks

2006-11-06T00:41:00.000+08:00

yumi+fran=spastic tourists

pw rawks cos u girls rock

pw filming today...we boarded an empty bus 76 double deck and started out our filming...lol we were quite productive la..the best thing is we had so muchhhh fun making a fool out of ourselves...spastic videos.retarded pictures(okie fine i most retarded laaa)

guojie+amanda=spastic employee+confi boss

lol but was real tired at night...the mucus from my nose damn zai now...no need gravity still can flow out from my nose

dun ask me why...cus i've forgotten how to smile